back to square one

Boy, I really don't know how much longer I can handle this... this waiting and trusting and wondering. Yesterday, I found out that the Kiowa band position was being offered to someone else. Last week I went in for an interview with Mr. Luitjens and Mr. Robinson. The interview went great, but at the end I knew the deciding factor was going to be whether they felt they could hire someone who wasn't "highly qualified", meaning someone who wasn't a certified Colorado teacher. Sure enough, that is exactly what Mr. Luitjens told me on the phone yesterday when he called to tell me that they were offering it to someone else. Last week I asked my prayer partner to pray that whatever they decided would be the right decision. I was still struggling to know that teaching at Kiowa was exactly right, but I had decided that if they offered me the position that I WAS going to take it. So, God answered that prayer, but now where am I? Should I reconsider teaching elementary at the charter school, or do I stay at Starbucks for another season and begin working towards my masters at Liberty? I guess I'm right back where I started...