kindergarten or lattes

So, I finally have the opportunity to begin a new job and leave the job that I've been trying to get out of for almost two years... and I'm not sure that I'm going to take it. Ironic, huh? Last week I went in for an interview at Legacy Charter School in Elizabeth for the K-8 music teacher position. Two days later, they had already talked with all three of my references and offered me the job. Sounds perfect, right? That's what I keep trying to tell myself, but something about the fact that I can't see myself teaching five year-old kids for the rest of my life keeps me wondering if this is where God is leading me. Anyway, I have till Wednesday to decide if this is God's plan for me... meanwhile, I'm trying to find out how long it might take to find out some information on the application I turned in to Kiowa High School last week for their High School Band position. I will be coaching volleyball in the fall! But I pray every day that I'm not still at Starbucks as well. Oh, to be finished with this waiting and wondering period in my life. To know what my hearts desires truly are. To have a good job that I can be proud of and know that I am in the center of God's will. Someday!