moving forward... ready or not

Well, everything is definitely not happening in the order that I planned, but I guess that is why I'm not the one in charge! As long as the school board approves at their upcoming board meeting next Wednesday night, I will officially be the head volleyball coach for Kiowa High School. I was so nervous I had to force my fingers to punch in the numbers to make the call to the school office last week to agree to their request that I consider this. I told them I was ready to go for it (when really I was freaking out inside!), and now the only other step is getting the official approval from the board, which according to Mr. Kolm there is no reason they wouldn't accept his recommendation.

I had really hoped to have the rest of my life figured out (yeah, i know... pretty impossible) before accepting such a big responsibility, but the time had come to make this decision, whether the other decisions had been made or not. Again, God is asking me to trust him. When I had considered moving to Virginia to go back to school, the hardest thing was the thought of leaving a group of friends, who are the closest that I've ever had. I guess God is going to let me stay (which was definitely a "desire of my heart"), so I'm going to trust that he has a plan for me here. (gulp!)