Faithful

Sometimes it's so hard for me to think of things to write. So much goes on in my heart, but can be so hard to put into words. I love reading things that obviously come from someone's heart, but also is written so beautifully. This is a talent that I do not feel God gave me. I do promise that everything that I publish in this blog will be from my heart, but I do not promise that it will be written beautifully.

God has done so much in my life in the past few months. I wouldn't have any idea where to begin. Even through the aweful experiences of being falsely accused of a horrible crime, God has me in the best place of my life. Four months ago, even surrounded by friends and family, there were many days that I felt so alone. There were aspects of my life that I felt no one understood or cared to hear. There were times that I felt like I was living a lie, and that "if only they knew"... Satan had me down with, what felt like, no where to go. God had other plans! Through many series of events, God has given exactly what He knew that I needed. He has given me a friend to confide in, to pray with, to laugh with and to confess to. He has shown me just how much His people can love, no matter the circumstances. He has shown me His faithfulness over and over again. Yes, I still doubt. Yes, there are times when I feel the discouragement trying to suck me down. But I know that in the end, God has the final say. He will be faithful. He always is!