an end...

Well, another season of my life has come to an end. The Kiowa Volleyball team was defeated by Pikes Peak Christian last night. It was a very disappointing loss. I still believe the Kiowa team should be continuing on, but last night, the Eagles put together a more complete match than the Indians, resulting in them getting to continue to the district pool play tomorrow while the Indians call it a season and go home. God has been doing a lot in my life lately to show me that He is in control and only He can see the big picture at this point. So, even through my discouragement and disappointment I will continue to trust that He has a plan in all of this. Do I think that the Indians season was cut much shorter than what their talent has shown? Absolutely. Last night all I wanted to do was hit something REALLY hard! I felt cheated. Defeated. If only we could have rewound life a few hours and given it one more shot! But that's not how life works. It moves forward. We must live and learn and above all else continue to trust God's perfect plan.

My biggest question now is simply.. What now? "God show me where you are working. I want to find you. I want to join you. Please let me be apart of what you are doing!"